Have you ever felt losing your inspiration? Like when there is nothing that makes you excited. Like people are asking what’s going on, you are different, and you don’t know what to answer. Life is continuing, everything goes on the same way, just you feel like this life is somewhere there… And you are just passing day by day. Every day is exactly the same.
Have you ever felt… nothing? Like really nothing – you don’t care what is going around, everything looks boring, meaningless. Just there is no point to go to sit in a café; there is no point to read a book, to meet the people around you… I’m just wondering why this is happening and why sometimes we feel this way.
From the one hand, when you have too much time to think, mind cannot be clear. Or just simply you are over thinking. Expecting everything to be somehow better; different. You ask yourself what it is this better and different – better job, better friends, better husband/wife, better children’s, but you don’t have an answer. Feels like you are not happy with the situation you are now, but also you cannot find an answer what is missing and what should you do differently. It takes us only one moment to go down. Also we make other people to feel bad very easily without even understanding that. Or if we understand, do we really care? Do we really think after like “oh, why I said that, I probably hurt him/her”? We don’t. I don’t believe we do.
The biggest excuse nowadays is timing. No time, bad time, too early, too late. We refuse to do something not only for others, but also for ourselves, because we put in our head the idea of the time. Time, which do not depend on us actually. Yes, we have duties, jobs, plans, but we know exactly when we will be free. And what we are doing with this free time? We spend it on our mobiles, TV’s and laptops. Is it possible not to feel miserable after that? Well, I’m not even jealous for those people.
Life is more. It is not when you run to the supermarket and you choose only that one which have parking near by. We run too much. Where and why? I hope you can tell me.
Routine is something we are seeking or we are trying to avoid? Everyone is saying they hate routine. But from our life styles looks like this routine is something that everyone sticks to get.
And I believe only the routine is the problem of everything. While we are sitting on our comfortable couch in our comfort zone, we know life is much more than this. We are getting sad, we are upset we are not doing something, but also we are lazy to change. Lazy to find time, lazy to think, lazy to listen.
And that’s how are here – in our wonderful vicious circle.
Do something new today! Do it now. Don’t wait. Just simply there is no reason for that.